I Watched Them Through the Balcony Gap
The couple in 6C left their curtains open. I told myself I would look away. I looked for forty-seven nights and learned their rhythm better than my own.
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The couple in 6C left their curtains open. I told myself I would look away. I looked for forty-seven nights and learned their rhythm better than my own.
It was supposed to be a portfolio for my husband's firm—professional headshots. The photographer closed the studio door and said tension reads on camera.
My husband bought me twelve sessions for my birthday. Session four, my trainer's hand steadied my hip and said, "Hold—don't drop until I say."
My wife thought golf was the boring part. The resort bar after eighteen holes was where the wives waited—and where I stopped pretending I only watched.
Lena was stuck at her sister's. The storm knocked out power for six hours. Her boyfriend showed up to check the breaker panel in the basement wearing my bo...
Summer job at the community pool. Last shift, the gates locked, and the volunteer coach who trained me stayed to "finish paperwork."
Not my boss—her. Same level, same deadline, same 11 p.m. copy room when the printers finally stopped jamming.
Senior year. Thesis stress. He said my argument was bold and my skirt was distracting—then apologized and asked me to stay anyway.
Custom emoji reactions. DM lock. Stairwell B between floors nobody uses after five.
One for family group chats. One for him. The second one lives in a makeup bag I pretend is old samples.
She keeps my contact as "Pharmacy." Her husband has allergies. I have guilt and Thursdays.
Fifty dollars every Thursday. "Package delivery." My husband never asks which package.
Zoom camera off. Cough on Slack. Door unlocked by noon.
The clerk smiled like he'd seen this before. Maybe he had. Maybe everyone has.
Six digits. Changed monthly. He changes it for me in person every time his wife visits her mother.
I wore the leggings. I brought the mat. I just didn't go to the studio.
Default for the world. Piano for my wife. Silence for the woman I should have blocked.
Wife. Mother. Daughter. Employee. In his room I'm just instructions and breath.